Current mood:	rejuvenated
Current music:	Beer -- Mustard Plug

It's been a while
Well Lets see...I have butt loads of stuff to report...where to start...where to start


For starters I figure I'll share the good news with you guys. Katie and I are offically going out!! WOOO :-) That excites me beyond ALL reason...makes me super happy. It's been one hella long time...I've been praying and trying and hoping, then out of no where Katie shows up. An answer to prayer she is. WOAH! I thought she wanted to break up with me tonight when I went to visit her up at work!! AHH it made me all nervious when she said she had bad news. But all it was is that she had to work on Saturday, so that means no bowling...maybe. But yes, it's pretty awesome to have a GF... makes me super happy. We went to see Napoleon Dynamite...my 9th time! WHAO! I know, it's a lot of times. But though-out the ENTIRE movie we pretty much held hands and she laied on my shoulder. Wow, do ANY of you know how long I've been waiting for that?! I'm sure that A lot of you do. But anyway...Thats prob the BEST news I've had since....trilogy Tuesday...which was pretty much the happest day of my life.

Where to now...school! School's been goin pretty good...I don't think I'm doin too well...I really need to study for tests and such...which is a real problem cause I dont do that...ever. But if I wanna do well this year, I need to. As far as I know, I'm doin the worst in Chem...I like chem a lot ...maybe I'm doin the worst because I know how I'm doin, I dont have too good of an idea of how I'm doin in any other classes. But...all I can do is my best right?!

Now onto work. I prob have the biggest prob with work as of the time I'm writing this. I tottaly fucked up. I'm sure I'm taking it WAY harder than it is ment to be taken...but everytime we open our cashier drawers the printer prints out these note things and we have to sign them and say why we opened our drawers. Well, I was told that no one looks at them and they are just thrown away. So I figured I'd just have some fun. So I wrote as one of the reasons, " For the nookie" which as most of you can guess was a HORRIBLE idea. So I went to pick up Kaite last night to go see Napoleon and I saw my boss and asked him if I could have my "stub" so that I would know how much was being deposited into my bank. So he said sure and we went into the back. He handed it to me and sad, "whats with these" and showed me the notes that I had written on. I felt my ears go red, I could feel the blood rushing to my head...I was NOT happy. I had tottaly Fucked up. The only thing that I can remeber that he said was, "I'm trying to run a business here, I dont need this kind of crap." Apparently they are send to corporate head quarters.... :-( But I wrote him a letter...saying how sorry I was and how immature it was to do something like that. I havent gotten a response back yet, but I assume that it's because he hasnt been up there. I hope everything goes well.

I asked Katie to go to Mentor's homecomming with me, but the thing is, neither of us REALLY wanna go...so we were gonna go bowling, so I requisted Saturday off...then I go into see Katie tonight, and she's workin till ten! ARGH!! But, Katie wants to go to her old school's home comming and it's only ten bucks to get in and we're gonna go with some friends from work. So I requisted the 9th off too...I really hope Brian, my boss, doesnt get mad and lets me have it off...I'm tryin really hard, and I like work...a lot. It's really quite fun.

I have this insane fear....that my friends dont like me as much as they did over the summer....why is that?.... I dont know....I really dont...it doesnt make me happy...hmmm maybe I need to see someone...nah...I dont want to. But why? As I said...I dont know. I'm sure it's just me...yah..it's gotta be!

I got my own car! WOO I can't remeber if I reported that or not...but I love having freedom to come and go as I please...it is quite wonderful. Hmm I dont know how to end this entry...lets see..have I been doin anything else? OH! I can tell everyone the important release dates...when I will be dropping a BUTT load of money. Lets see...first off is Nov. 21st...when Nintendo DS comes out...OO MAN! I cant wait. Then in December...it's the big one...December 14th...aww man I 'm SUPER DUPER EXCITED!! ROTK EE!! WOOOOOO I cant wait.

I'm makin this entry in hopes to get all my problems off my mind and get back to bein my normal carefree self. I have the whole thing with Brian hangin' over my head....it will pass my child. I've just gotta relax...ahh it feels good. ... I need help with chem....I'll have to get it at lunch tomarrow...I don't understand it. Oh well.